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gloomy.

Saturday, 6 July 2013 • 09:30 • 0 comments

its pathetic.
lament.
gloomy.
sad.
and i really dont know whats the hell was goin' on with myself tonight. like something was not there. was not complete. like missing someone maybe? uh :/

Is that true? am I missing you again? i just cant stop myself from doing that. If you ever read this post, i just want to let you know that they are not like you. i just need you. or ppl like you. so that, you can be deleted in my mind. I thought i found one, like you, but he's not. he's different from you. totally. is that possible if we be like before? hm.

I HATE THIS FEELINGS :'(

And again, I feel alone tonight :/ No one comes to me and i think that am i invisible or what?! its all began with you. When i think too much about you, i felt down. my mood is gone. you are the reason of my sadness. and i hate you :(
i just hate you when you are not around. dont you realize that?

and the next you.
you mess my night. i just feel relieve when i didnt put much hope on you. yes. we are just friends. but why that such things getting on my nerve. should I be envy with you and her? I dont get it. i just feel like an idiot watching you and her. nvm, just go with her. gaahh.

Stop all this Aisyah.
i can move on and i pretty sure with this :)

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Lets talk about ramadan :)
the most holy month in a year. subhanAllah :')
i just cant wait for the presence of ramadhan.
the month full of barakah. the only month that allah provides a lot of rewards and pahala of our ibadah towards HIM :)
the gates of the heaven will be open meanwhile the gates of the hell will be close. satan will be chain.
and I hope, this is the last ramadhan for me in my school. i just rlly wanna get out from there. haha.
okay. lets do a lot of ibadah for this ramadhan. :) may Allah accept all my good deeds and fasting during this ramadan. insyaAllah. :)
Happy ramadan to all muslim c:

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