okay another post for this day. actually, tengah sangat2 bosan sebab alone kat rumah ibu ayah adik beradik semua keluar. guys. malaysia is getting hotter day by day kan? just imagine, what will be happen when we 're getting older? what's going to be with the earth? haihh and sometimes, its really upset for me of thinking what we had done to this earth. pollution. macamana lah anak cucu nanti time diorang dah besar? hmm :/
okay im going to far. tadi call nysa, then dia bagitahu 10 july dah puasa. yes sangat laju masa berjalan. hushh. okay lah tu puasa. lepas puasa raya. lepas raya pmr. lepas pmr dapat result. lepas dapat result boleh pindah. yeayyy! harap dapat straight A's sebab nak sangat get out from pedas. hm tapi kan tapi.  this mid year exam result was toooooooooooo baaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddddd/ okay ni menyedihkan. everyone is busy talking about the saps and me just reading their tweets and dont have the guts to check my result. see. i am chicken. coward. entah lah. sedih lah. rasa diri ni bila makin besar makin bengong pulak. kenapa eh? banyak makan semut ke? ke sebab makin pemalas ni? Dah lah ada tiga penjuru. oh cmon. how should i tell my parents about this. takpalah. kita ghedo jelah. tawakkal. try harder and better next time. i know i can do it better! hmm :)

anyways, teenagers nowadays memang dah ramai sangat kan yang hanyut? sedih tengok golongon sekaum seagama sebangsa. ya allah. jauh kan lah aku dari semua tu. takut tengok diorang. cepat cepat lah insaf. and i mostly worried of my own bro's shukri..
dia ni wempitzzzz punya olang. tak suka tengok dia bawak motor. macam nak tertinggal tayar tu. ashhh cepat lah berubah demi keamanan keluarga encik jalani ni. ingat lagi dulu dia pernah excidents. hmm, awal tahun ke tahun lepas ea? tak ingat. malam before that accident, ade lah kat my school musolla buat zikir zikir semua tu. on that time, i were sitting alone and kept thinking of my brother. tak tahu kenapa malam tu rasa sangat tak sedap hati and tetiba je nangis. okay after that dah niat dah dalam hati nak call ibu nak tanya pasal semua orang sihat ke tidak. tetiba malam tu takda chance nak call as public tu full dengan form one yang muka homesick nak lepaskan rindu. k fine. then i decided naik dorm je and terus tido. and the next night, i called my mom and there was a bad news. okay syukri accident time tu. srsly rasa macam ibu ambil orang kat sini orang nak balik T.T then fortunately, my mom cakap its okay just external injuries tahan wad 2 hari. everything was okay alright and bla bla bla. okay see. strong kan family bonds kami c: sampai dapat predict something wrong will gonna be happen. and ingat after accident tu si syukri ni will be better person, insaf ke apa. hmm hopeless je. hampeh. perangai taknak bewubah. frust tengok dia T.T. haritu aku rasa macam orang besar bila bagi tazkirah depan dia. and guess what, dia buat muka toya troll je. eee geram! hushh okay next topic.




So this is the most saddest part ever! my ijjue icelam dah kawin luls aaaa sangat rasa macam apahal kau kawin weh kau muda lagi go on with your carreer lah aku tak suka tengok kau kahwin! haihh. apakan daya. i really adores him. to the max okay. siap buat header dekat twitter. tapi maybe jodoh dia kan. tapi still tak boleh terima jugak! hmm alahh. ish yai. eee. okay stop. :( Dia handsome. and i really respects him. you know, wife dia okay lah not-so-bad and rasa sangat yang izzue ni tak pilih rupa paras. takpelahh. me as your die hard fan wishing you all the best. heartbroken weh T.T
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